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About Me
love to chat/talk whether it's gonna be personally, on the fone, or via internet. 95% perfectionist and 5% nuts. can be a control freak sometimes. straight forward when talking. fond of citrus scents. sleeps with 6 pillows. don't smoke, drink, or do drugs. loves toddlers and babies which makes sense because I want to be a pediatrician (hopefully). prefers dogs than cats. an active person. hates boredom. loves singing, bowling, and basketball. dreams to become a figure skater but not even 1% qualified. hates driving during rush hours. very analytical, neat, organized. jolly and laughing matters like a neccessity. might wanna try extreme sports like bungee jumping and sky diving. definitely enjoys travelling, see other places in the world, learn about their cultures. won't say no to skinny dipping but only when asked by my someone special.blue and black are my favorite colors, oh toss in green, too. can be a the most faithful, trustworthy, and honest friend you can find in this world. hates liars. but most of all, saved by grace :) Links Photo Album Wacky Abby My school PEx Friendster
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Everything is going well..... I thought we're meant to be together... then one day, I saw him with another woman..... I thought we had connection, an understanding....but I was wrong, we never are meant to be special friends, it was only I who thought it was..... That night, I said this is gonna be my ONE LAST CRY....
---------- thoughts of the past... ---------- ONE LAST CRY by: Brian McNight My shattered dreams and broken heart Are mending on the shelf I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do But have one last cry Chorus: One last cry, before I leave it all behind I've gotta put you outta my mind this time Stop living a lie I guess I'm down to my last cry Cry...... I was here, you were there Guess we never could agree While the sun shines on you I need some love to rain on me Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do But have one last cry Chorus: One last cry, before I leave it all behind I've gotta put you outta my mind this time Stop living a lie I know I gotta be strong Cause round me life goes on and on and on And on..... I'm gonna dry my eyes Right after I had my One last cry Chorus: One last cry, before I leave it all behind I've gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time Been living a lie I guess I'm down I guess I'm down I guess I'm down... To my last cry... -------------- I was doing some cleaning earlier and I went through the message book where all my friends signed up before I left the Philippines.... and there was this tiny note that reminded me of this song.... posted by Abby at 8:37 AM
Is this really gonna be me???? I don't think so...... is that right??? or I just don't wanna admit that I am in it.......
I hate this feeling....I don't want to think about it... aarghhh........what is up with me???? Whatever this is, that is bothering me.... is not suited to be posted online.... I'm just gonna keep it to myself...and that's what I always do whenever this kind of dilemma hits me.... I'm gonna be fine......... posted by Abby at 10:42 PM
I need to meditate...a quiet time to think about stuff that I did in the past.....ask God about something... I dunno how long it'll take to get an answer but I'm willing to wait...
--------------------- Vergel called and I missed it!...I haven't talk to this guy for several months... he's been very busy lately with school... I wonder what is up with him...hmmm... Goodnight.... posted by Abby at 9:44 PM
Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away - Rex A. Williams - posted by Abby at 9:46 AM
INVISIBLE
by CLay Aiken Whatcha' doin' tonight I wish I could be a fly on your wall Are you really alone Still in your dreams Why can't I bring you into my life What would it take to make you see that I'm alive If I was invisible Then I could just watch you in your room If I was invincible I'd make you mine tonight If hearts were unbreakable Then I could just tell you where I stand I would be the smartest man If I was invisible (Wait...I already am) I saw your face in the crowd I called out your name You don't hear a sound I keep tracing your steps Each move that you make Wish I could read what goes through your mind Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life If I was invisible Then I could just watch you in your room If I was invincible I'd make you mine tonight If hearts were unbreakable Then I can just tell you where I stand I would be the smartest man If I was invisible (Wait...I already am) I reach out But you don't even see me Even when I'm scream out Baby, you don't hear me I am nothing without you Just a shadow passing through... -------------------------------------- WE broke the ICE........ posted by Abby at 4:38 PM
I wasn't so busy last night so I decided to look for old friends via friendster.com.... Luckily, I bumped to 3 college pals I met at FEU...It was nice to know that two were in medical school already!.... I enjoyed our section so much...coz everyone shared the same goal... to be a doctor someday!....
Before I went to bed last night, I was thinking that if I didn't leave the country, I might be in medical school, too! This was my most awaited dream! But things happen and for sure God knows what He's doing... Oh well....I need to be thankful for what I have... ------------- on a slight note, I am soooooooooo tired!!!!!!! posted by Abby at 9:00 PM
Hi!
I just don't know what to post...well... let me just tell something aight! As far as work is concern, it's alright although we badly needed to hire several persons.... we're always short handed...My boss sign me up for next month's Advance Shift Management... School will be starting two weeks from now... I need to reply on several letters from my friends..... A friend of mine suggested that I need to print out some flyers and send it out if I wanted to get a date on Valentines day!...what a pity!... I don't know if she's kidding or what but she sounded so serious...she keeps on bugging me about my very colorful lovelife! Last Sunday's Church Anniversary was a blast...he did sang with the ensemble...oh... he's so adorable! All I want is for him to SPEAK UP! what is wrong with you?????????? How I wish you go on google and search for my very nice name and there read my BLOG will yah? Oki doki! nyt! posted by Abby at 7:57 PM
 I am wondering at this very minute if you are thinking of me, if like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other.
Many times I thought I finally found you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I get uo each morning hoping, dreaming, longing to meet you. I am thinking of how we will meet, would it be as romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or is it possible that I have known you all my life but we have not yet realize that we are meant for each other? Oh how I wish you were here right now because you are the only one who has the answers to all my questions. Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really known "love". I do not have the answer that question either but I believe that, more often than not, we will never really know waht love is until we find that right person...and since I have not found you yet, then maybe I do not really know waht love is! You just don't know how often I dream of finally knowing what it feels like to be in your arms. Even at this very moment I am imagining how you will simply sweep me off my feet! Perhaps I would be drawn to you by your smile, or your eyes, or maybe even how you manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways! I don't really know for sure but I am praying that God will help me recognize you when the right time comes. I just wanted you to know that I find strength in clinging onto my vision of the beautiful life ahead of me---the life I shall spend with you. In mind and in my heart I know that you are worth all the pain and sacrifice. After all, the tears have become a part of my life and I believe that they are slowly washing away my flaws so that I would become perfect, not perfect in its truest sense, but perfect--for YOU! At night, I would look out my window and stare at the beautiful sky, hoping that somehow, you are also looking up and wondering about me. I utter a silent prayer and send all my cries to the heavens above thinking that in time they would reach you. And when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and believe that you are on your way and that you are longing to see me as well. It is funny but when I finally fall asleep, it is still you that I think of, for you are always in my dreams. It seems that, for now, that is the only place where I can hold on to you, long enough to tell you how much I love you. In my dreams you would kiss away my fears and wrap me with your arms of love. And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up and face the new day ahead with the hope that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality and once again I am assured that you are worth the wait. And when the time comes, everything will fall into its place, just as I had imagined, just as I had though and dreamedm just as I had believed it would be! By then, I would simply look back and smile at all I have gone through, in spite of the pain and amidst the simple joys of life--and I would be very thankful because they all led me to you! In the meantime, take care of yourself for me. Hold on to your dream and don't even think of letting go. Believe in your heart that we will find each other no matter what happens. God has planned the course and it is up to us to follow the directions. Don't worry, don't be afraid about getting lost, God saw to it that all the roads, no matter which one you choose to follow--will lead to ME. ****** isn't it that this letter is so amazing? posted by Abby at 11:18 PM
What a day!
I was so fine running my shift before the lunch rush...then all of a sudden..... our water source broke down... our soda machines weren't working and our restrooms were out of water!....From a very fine day went chaotic...I called COCA COLA right away, and they weren't so sure when's the next availble technician be in the store.....I was so stressed out....we had bunch of orders and for sure people will start coming in complaining.....Thank God... my maintenance man was able to fix it...and I was so relieved that the moment stayed for 15 minutes only! Oh mahn! I will be in big trouble by the time my store manager be visible! I need a massage! Oh well...got to go now, I will prepare all the stuff that I'm gonna bring tomorrow for the church's 2nd anniversary... and also, I'll be teaching the kids... Nyt! posted by Abby at 7:12 PM
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